Bright white,
thick snow-covered trees
lined my drive home.
my thoughts wandered,
yet stayed in rhythm with
the left, right beat
of the windshield wipers.
left,
holidays with my family
have changed in the years,
right,
we've grown older,
we've grown apart,
left,
I've grown colder
with the change of weather,
right,
suddenly tears were falling,
left cheek, right cheek,
left,
provoked by the radio,
and the songs it played,
right,
which cuts out,
as we venture through the woods,
left,
just Mom and I,
right,
alone,
left,
except for the white snow,
right,
surrounding us,
left,
falling down to us,
right,
being wip
The world is crashing all around her. This tragedy won't be marked in bold black letters on the front page in the morning. But that's all she wanted--was to be noticed, to affect someone, to do something huge.
Another drink and maybe she could smile at these people and believe she liked them. Yet the cheap Landshark only dried her throat as she stumbled for words. Instead of witty lines, she produced a sour taste of apples and a distant lunch.
The floor felt uneven beneath her painted red toes as she struggled for the bathroom. Taking unnecessarily high footsteps down the hallway, she lost track of distance. The vodka tasted bad enough goin
Favourite genre of music: Alternative Punk / Folk / Acoustic Personal Quote: "She was the girl who always carried a camera, trying to find beauty in a world so flawed."
Favourite Movies
Pride and Prejudice / Casino Royale
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Motion City Soundtrack / Sara Bareilles / All Time Low / Paul J Johnson
Favourite Writers
Jorie Graham / Ellen Hopkins / Jodie Picoult
Other Interests
Acting, singing, dancing, reading, writing, photography, playing Guitar Hero, being with friends.
I've learned lately that you can't ever expect anything. You can't expect things to happen, and you can't be surprised when other things happen. You think you know, but you can never be completely sure. There's never a time when you can metaphorically sit back, put your feet up, and stay there for more than a couple of seconds, because life likes to throw curveballs. Life likes to make you duck and weave and roll with whatever it happens to give you. It likes to surprise you and catch you off guard. It likes to make you question and wonder. You're never as sure as you think you are.
I'm so full to the brim with emotions and questions and worries and stresses and feelings and weaknesses.
Normally I would say that I'm ready to explode. But at the moment I feel as if I'm ready to implode. I don't know how to explain it. I just feel so...alone. Which makes absolutely no sense yet all the sense in the world.
Time to tell me the truth
To burden your mouth for what you say
No pieces of paper in the way
Cause i cant continue pretending to choose
The opposite sides on which we fall
The loving you laters if at all
No right minds could wrong be this many times
My memory is cruel
Im queen of attention to details
Defending intentions if he fails
Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
I could have sworn i'd heard him say it ten thousand times
If only i had been listening
Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me
Always between the lines
Between the lines
I thought i thought i was ready to bleed
That
Thanks. I'm one of those people who hates small talk and beating around the bush...so I really like how I've started to just say what I'm feeling and write the fragments of thoughts that I have without on the stupid little embellishments and BS that goes along with it.